Take me up, oh my Saviour

This is it, after did again, i finished. Not even thinking about how to, but have Faith. Lord, You know me well, that i have always get suffers. I will keep going, but please take me up. I can not be the same state as i before. Please, oh my Saviour.

What is next ? 

What should i do ?

What suppose you want me to be ?

Now i want to tell this to me, that what's the meaning up is to be with You. But if i should in this position, please take me up. I serve You, I'm with You, why always the doors that i get in, always traps to afflict me.

Do i murmuring ?

No, Lord. I'm rejoicing. But not in completed. 

I wish i could, but i can not.

I pray, i'm waiting with obidience, and take me up, so i will praise You more than this. If it's not good enough, tell me. I will, but help me up. If You don't, at least take me up to You too.

Amen, that You has answer me.

Amen, i will be taken up to You.

Amen, Jesus Christ is The Lord of host, that save me up, because He is my Saviour.