anoint me, oh GOD

This is 15:11 pm, I just did looping, and want writing of my prayers, and hope to get it soon. I pray YOU, oh GOD to anoint me, so in me I have the sign of YOUR power. Look at me, I'm so weak, small, and desperate how to get the right way to be walking in faith. I do trust YOU without hesitation, but when something terrible come to me, I will swaying, and staggering in fall down.

But I come again to YOU, so I hope YOU give that to me. For this time it's not about me, I want  YOUR name to be praised in front of me. Let YOU going up to be glorified in me. I don't my life in this emptiness anymore, just be with YOU oh my LORD.

I can't do this anymore by myself. I want YOU to get in charge to handle it. I cried out loud, have mercy oh, GOD. I don't even want anything why just YOU, WHOM have been created me, why YOU be so far to me. Let this time be the time of our reconciliation. I know I'm just like hard neck son, but now I come to surrender it to YOU, don't let my enemies that hate YOU to hurting me anymore. YOU know me well, that over everything I choose YOU, why I should be on the other contest, after I finished the last one which is not different for before, so I'm bored. I will working as YOU do working until now on, but please I can't take it this pain any longer. YOU will be always the winner but I don't. So I want YOU more in me so I can move on to another chapter, or I can be survive because in YOUR anointing thera is a sign of directly power that connect to YOU. Give me oh GOD in the name of the LORD JESUS CHRIST, I believe, I trust it will granted to me. Amen.