Guardrails

I'm still awake, because i did again. The morning that nearby of sun will arise, i do pray for more loud to my GOD that i need to more strength, and healthy. I know i'm wrong, but it's because i dont have the power to understand, where is the sign of Guardrails. 

Please, help me to fix my flesh, so i will try so hard to rebuild myself as good as Your will. Eventhough it start again, i'm not sure that i could. So i do not promise anything. I've just want YOU do it now, oh GOD.

Give me, Please.🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇

I beg YOU.

Have mercy on me, GOD.

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My GOD has give that what i want, when the morning came, i feel better. But i did eyes so this is 13:31 pm, i renew, my willingness to get what i want for long time. Help me for this oh, my GOD in the name of Jesus Christ.