Teach me, GOD

I don't what to say, but i think i should write something on this day. In this midnight just far from morning, i did pray bitterly, for longsuffering of the thing i've been fighting for. Which are healthiness, and strength. That i did what i hated, most of them because of that two things. 

I'm not blamed on the others, yeah... Me 

But please teach me, GOD.

I need You to teach me, how to get Your mercy, blessing, and faith. 

So i think i don't want to telling much longer, i'm tired. I wish i could get it in speed. 

Please teach me, GOD.

Amen.